Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Causing my own seizures, banging my head against the wall.

   I do have Epilepsy, but sometimes I am so frustated with my life that I will go into a state of depression and hit myself in the head causing even more Seizures. I want to share this because there are so many people out there who deal with Epilepsy with Depression togrether. Even though I have a great support system, I still have times I have a sence of worthlessness. I think one of the things that make me feel this way is because even though I have different treament options such as VNS and medication, I feal slowed down and not being able to keep up with the world around me.

 This is the first time I have talked about this in my blog, simply because of what people might think or say. The only reason I am sharing this now is because I know that know that there are others out there who may have the same problem.

   Other ways that I have cause my own seisures include, dinking with medication, staring at the wall, and watching strobe videos on YouTube. 

  Well I hope my honesty has helped those reading. If you struggle with the same thing please comment and share bellow.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Wetting Myself

There many things that I  lose cotrol of during a seizure. One thing that happens to me a lot is I end up wetting myself, I do of course wear adult diapers to aviod embarrassment. I have had so many problems with seizures that I have become regularly incontinent, that means I wet myself even without having a seizure.

With my incontinence it hase become rather expensive. I use about 2 cases of 80 diapers a month. That is not includig wipes creams and pouders. The only time I save mony is when I find diapers at thrift stores.


Wearing in public can sometimes be a  problem. Carrying an extra bag for my diapers, or wearing a diaper in the airport. Most of the time it is hard to hide the fact that I am wearing, or wet. Changing a wet diaper is a big hassle in a public restroom. Most of the time I have to use the large handcap stall to have enough room to change.

It is really hard to tell the hospital that I wear a diaper. They see these types of things all the time, but it is still hard for me to tell them that I need a change, or that I'm wet. 

I do have a lot of challenges being incontinent on a daily basis. I just wanted to write and share my own personal experience

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Deaper Review: FAB SENSE CityPrint

Hello, today I want to ealk with you about a new adult diaper that recently got in the mail. It is the City Print Brief by Fab Sense. After wearing these I would have to say that these are very comfortable. The padding is very thick and absorbant. I can wear these at least 12 - 14 hour with no leaks.


Here are  some of the key features of this diaper.







  • Super Absorbent Cotton Core
  • Plastic Backed Surface
  • Refastenable Tapes for extended wear
  • Double Leg Cuff Design
  • Elastic Waistband
  • Colourful and fun city print
  • 3,000 ml absorbency
  • All Cases are shipped in plain discreet boxes
  • Sizes include Medium & Large


  • This is a very fun diaper to wear. The price is very reasonable, for the confort and quality.