One thing that I have been thinking about as my life goes on is things I want to do bwfore I get to old, or before my condition gets to bad. I have been making a list of things goals in lfe that I want to accomplish in my life as well as places that I would like to go. Life is to short and we should do everythingf we can to live our dreams no matter how old or how old we are, and no matter what obstacles are put in our way.
I have my own list that I want to share, I will be working as hard as I can to check some of these of soon.
- 1 Go to Wrestlemania
- 2 Visit another country
- 3 Make a film about Epilepsy
- 4 Earn a YouTube Silver and Gold Play Button
- 5 Take my family on cool vacations
- 6 Help young people, who strugle with depression, and substance abuse.
- 7 Go to VidCon
- 8 Have a meet up to meet some of my subscribers.
- 9 Visit NYC and see the 9/11 memorial
There are probably a bunch of other things I can add to my list that I haven't thaught of yet. My piont is this, do as munch as you can while your here, because if you sit around, life might just pass you bye.
One thing I have been worried about these last few months since my VNS surgery is going back to work part time. Before the implantation of my VNS I was having lots of seizures, even afterwards I was still having seizures at a regular pace while my VNS was being ajusted. Finaly I have come to a point to where I haven't had any seizures in a while. Finaly aafter all the waitihg at home I decided to go bact to my old work place and see if I could have my old job back, and fortunantly for me I will be going back to work soon.
There is one thing however I am concerned about and that is how my body will react to me working again since I have not been working since July of 2012. I have notice at home after working around the house I get burned out after about 4-5 hours. I think it is do to the medication and the high amount of electrical stimulation from the VNS. I guess I will have to take it slow for the first few weeks.