One thing that I have been thinking about as my life goes on is things I want to do bwfore I get to old, or before my condition gets to bad. I have been making a list of things goals in lfe that I want to accomplish in my life as well as places that I would like to go. Life is to short and we should do everythingf we can to live our dreams no matter how old or how old we are, and no matter what obstacles are put in our way.
I have my own list that I want to share, I will be working as hard as I can to check some of these of soon.
- 1 Go to Wrestlemania
- 2 Visit another country
- 3 Make a film about Epilepsy
- 4 Earn a YouTube Silver and Gold Play Button
- 5 Take my family on cool vacations
- 6 Help young people, who strugle with depression, and substance abuse.
- 7 Go to VidCon
- 8 Have a meet up to meet some of my subscribers.
- 9 Visit NYC and see the 9/11 memorial
There are probably a bunch of other things I can add to my list that I haven't thaught of yet. My piont is this, do as munch as you can while your here, because if you sit around, life might just pass you bye.
Recently because of dizzy spells and blackouts I have to use a Rollator Walker. I mostly use it when I go shopping, Church, and when I go for a walk. I love the fact that it has a seat, I can sit down on the seat and rest, that is why I asked for it. Because of my lightheadedness and dizzy spells I can't walk for far distances. Like I have said Leukodistrophy has started to take it's toll on my body. I have seen others with my disease in wheelchairs but that is something I want to aviod. I still want to be able to walk as long as possible.
Difficult things for me to deal with having a walker are getting in the refreshment line after Church. Also at my age of only 37 alot of people stare at me when I go to the store.
As things start to progress even though I get the looks and stares I'm still greatful that I can still get around even if it is with my walker.
